Is the sad and tragic victim of this industry obscene.

他们是这个最污秽的行业中最悲惨的受害者.

But it always puzzled me.The fact that my family is cursed and the very sad and tragic circumstance that my brother died,those are sort of the themes that pop up.

但这还是经常困扰我，我的家族被诅咒，我哥哥死时的那种悲伤的气氛，那种感觉又再次来临。