Light heartedness and humor give way to frantic effort to mobilize the nation.

轻松与幽默转为疯狂地努力动员全国。

What was I? In the midst of my pain of heart and frantic effort of principle, I abhorred myself.

而我又是什么呢？在内心的疼痛和狂热地恪守原则之中，我讨厌我自己。